a short introduction abt me..
- pei'er, 27 june 83, B+, 164cm, plump =)
- 6 piercin, 2 tattoos love xtreme pains
- 3NOs! no smoking, no gambling, no drinking
- buddhist, chinese, no dialect, red
- i dun belong to the typical cancerian. im totally opp.
- family n friends r my everything! loves her family n friends alot!! a whole big gang of loves! who she cant lives w/o them!
behaviour
..mess with her n she will screwed u upside down!
..she's LOUD.proud.weird.attitude.strange.darin.adventurous.bitch.
..fierce.shallow.naive.saddist.problematic.complex complicated.
..hates socialise.make fnds.butterflies.cats.green.girly girls!
..loves everything that got 2 do wif chinese orchestra. late nites. dimples. homosexuality. clean looking pple.
..attracted to beautiful,poised,sophisticated,dimples pple..
- attitude. biased. complex. destructive. eccentric. funny. gay. homosexist. intelligent. jovial. karmic. loving. misunderstood. numb. outgoing. pms. queer. retarded. sexist. torture. underestimate. vainpop. wild. x factor.
young. Zzzzzzz....
love
- happily being single
- hey cheeky! u know it! =)
- 6letters, 3words, 1 meanin. I love U.
friends
- my ijbabes n pauline. i love u all. without u all, i dunno who am i.
- ijsch mates.
- nyp, mi0119, r6r, IMED e2, YEP, CO, IAP, FYP
- outside friends
- colleages
u know how much i loved u all. each n everyone of ur. i treasured u all alot.
- misunderstandin with fen.
- someone in our group did not stand up for me, helpin me to clarify.
- at least ah tuck was there to prove it for me.
i miss u alot. michelle too.
if possible, let me clarify, face to face. u should know wat kind of a person
i am. i believe u will believe wat i said, rather than those miscommunication we had. still, i hoped for that day to come.
. What do u wish to share(abt anything or everything)?
there isnt pride in any relationships; isnt any right or wrong; isnt any 3rd party.. is up to u whether u want it happen or not. dun worry abt the result, enjoy the process. dun think so much abt how others feel. how do u actually feel? i regret letting the best slipped of my hands, i regretted not doin anything, i regret showin i dun care, i really regretted it.
cant u even feel it?
takin it hard. suppressing your emotions that will lead to major depression. trying very hard to hide all my sorrows. let it all out. seeing it thru, lettin all go, u might never expect the best might be waitin for u in the front.
family, my foundation. without them i will be unstable. friends, my pillars. without them i WILL collapse. my ex's, my rooftop. without you all, i wouldnt know wat kind of cover will be able to shelter me till the end. one day, i will find the right rooftop to protect me, shelter me, to make the complete me.
never assume me. coz im seriously misunderstood once. clear miscommunication when it happens. never think that time will tell, it will never tell. im also a person with thoughts, no one can change my thinkings. dun brainwash me on how i feel. so wat if i lingers my love in my past? u cant stop me from thinkin. so wat if im a les? so wat if im not? know me as a friend, not judge me as a person. i will be willing to give u more than i got~
never assume u know me, coz i dun even know myself. behind this smile hides all my feelings. lastly, i still love every single one of u all.. really, i still do.
to this friend of mine NO MORE,
trust me, u got ur goal. u disgust me totally.
not ur face; but the mask u r wearing...
dun try to act guilty; i dun take that..
u r smart.. really smart...
u made me realise is a man eating world outside.
no matter how narrow minded girls are, they r so much better than a man like u!